How's that mid-life crisis going?
I’ve figured out some important things.
I want to keep spending time in Russia, and even increase the amount of time I spend here;
I shouldn’t be looking for traditional jobs. Any job that has a normal schedule will not make me happy because it will not allow me the flexibility I need to split my time between Russia and Tucson;
I’ve got a couple of ideas about what to do going forward, but I haven’t yet figured out if they are practical or possible.
So! Good progress on the “identifying what I want” thing. That's the first step.